If only the torment had ended when you left. When you placed me on cloud nine and then pushed me off to free fall towards the ground. You watch over me like an angel of death, ready to strike at my most vulnerable moment. Have you not hurt me enough? You'll always be there to remind me of what I can't have. The paradise I can never enter, the joy I will never feel. Instead you leave me in agony, begging to see myself again. You're like an assassin spying on my life. Stalking me, preying on my emotions, never leaving me be. You must know when I feel a molecule of happiness, for you swoop down and once again cover me in your wings. Trapped is the only word to describe this hell I'm living. I long to know that sweet release, but alas I will live out my days in your maze of despair. Free me from this pain.