My lungs seem to close.                                                                  
Sometimes i wish they never had opened.                                                  
My heart seemed to break.                                          
I wish it was never made.                                  
When i try to fulfill these wishes...                        
They seem to think I'm insane.                  
I dont know why i never asked for this.            
It was forced upon me.        
Im selfish for wanting to die?  
Is it not selfish to force me to breathe?