I sit down in this dark room
Watching the moon shine out and bloom
I look up to the stars and wonder
I look at your picture and tremble
Did you really love me or was I dreaming
Because it really hurts to think it’s my fault you’re bleeding
Are you really hurt from my rejection?
Or are you just done with this deception
This feeling is killing my nerves
I feel bad, sad and alone with no courage
I don’t know if this is a feeling of love or guilt
I don't know what kind of thoughts I have built
It just hurts to know that you forgot about me
And now I’m living with the guilt of being me
You were like so cute and sweet
But I pushed you away and hid under the sheet
Your words, your voice and your laugh
I’m sorry I treated you badly like I shouldn’t have
I miss you so much! I don’t know why
You disappeared so fast It makes me wanna cry
A guy like you didn’t exist in my dictionary
Don’t know where you came from that you must be imaginary
Please come back just to tell me you lied
I wanna know I’m no different and you do that all the time
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