Like a caged bird I stare out the window Wishing for more All I can do with this sore Scratching the itch again and again Infection seeps in and feeds Off this soul that is no longer Suffocating me Struggling to breathe Just wanting to be free From this pain All this negativity It suffocates my brain What once used to pleasure Now a chore Here with myself Suffocating more Or is it someone else's hands around my neck Choking the life from this being Breath after breath My soul is gasping Suffocating from the pain Shallow breath and cold sweat Fear no longer this death Welcomed messenger Bringing me news of salvation