I can't sleep.
I keep having this reoccuring dream.
Its like my body's on auto-pilot
And I cannot say a thing.
There's a throbbing in my head,
Its like my mind is screaming.
But I'm unable to control myself,
Unable to leave.
Feels like the devil's inside me
And he's drilling a hole.
He's trying to break down my spirit,
He's trying to capture my soul.
I'm tryna hide,
But I can't find a safe place to go.
So I just run for the cliffs
And I just let myself fall.
And just as I'm about to feel my life get ripped away
I hear this whisper of a loved one saying,
"Please come back and stay."
But what's done is done.
I'm falling fast.
And now its just too late.
I feel it all.
All of this regret, hate, and pain.
Now all I can think is,
God please, just take it all away.