My knees buckled. From what I remember, I tasted gravel and blood on ma bottom lip. My eye seen dim, swollen shut wit a touch of blue-ish black-ish. “I says—now I says get up off the ****** ground, you ******!” Still ma knees were down, deep into da’ dirt—rocks n’ pebbles prints engraved onto ma flesh. I tries to stand, but that ole hearty bullwhip beat me to it, And this time I was chest down. My coughin’ of da blood only made him mo’ wicked n happy. I’d be ****** if he slashed me once mo'. I swore I’d be ******. With one turn on ma back, every pebble, rock, soot sunk into ma gashes. Blood n dirt don’t mix. I swore I seen the pasty devil as I gazed wit only one good eye. “You’s best get up foe I kills you wit no mercy!” “**** me,” I said, “**** me, I’d be dammed.” That ole pasty devil raised that bullwhip, Right befoe he came down on me, I done grabbed his wrist wit all ma might. Pasty devil was mo’ pasty than ever. I stood wit what strength I had an pushed ole man back on his back. Fumbled in dat gravel. The bullwhip had done rolled out his hand. “I swears to you—******—u grab dat bullwhip its ya life!” I grabbed dat bullwhip and done gave him gashes dat looked like mine. Stumblin’ wit a burnin back, I beat him good. “Take ma life. I’d be dammed.”