staring down the barrel of my '***' what the **** is that
no more dissociative a drug than alcohol If I were sipping Moll-mawm-Moll surely I would hug a ******* and somebody I cared about then ******* to sleep
but here I am deep in the tub thinking about how little I'd care if someone with no regard for me came and snatched my autonomy agency I'd not care til later bleeding all over the floor sick at my own body who cares who cares I care but not right now I don't care
someone almost took that once they were so close they could have I rolled my tights back up good on me me drunk me deciding whether or not my body mattered I shouldn't be left to decide if my body matters
Fly caughtinna web of this culture maybe probably I don't leave the house to **** I wish my own ****** desecration were'n't half so ****** it's not to a functioning me but when am I gonna get that luxury