i dont know what im doing
what im doing with myself
my future
my life
i dont know where i want to go
to uni
to work
to another planet
i dont who i am anymore
who i used to be
who i am
who i wish to be
i dont know how i feel
about me
about you
about my friends or family
i dont know what to do
i just dont know
i cant explain it any further
im at a dead end
i dont know whether
im depressed
just sad
or struggling
i dont know what to feel or how
i dont understand what is happening to me
maybe ive just been so busy or distracted by my work and home that i forgot to check in with how im doing
it feels like
im lost
im gone
im indifferent
i wish i was indifferent
i wish i didnt have to feel
or not feel
i just...
i dont know