There are two realities we choose to inhabit The one in real time and the one suspended in virtual reality. Aided by the ping of IMs The scrolling feed of photoshopped landscapes The stream of simplified consciousness The endless swiping of chiseled bodies and imploring faces… The images and messages we copy and save and download and delete - Our lifeline of ones and zeros Transformed before our tired eyes on little screens Appears brighter and louder and more easily accessible than the space we inhabit In a time slowly ticking away in a series of brief and passing moments.
Nobody has patience for real time Where leaves darken and redden with passing seasons Eventually withering and crumbling to dust. Where the bright crimson **** is accompanied by a sharp pain That lingers dully for days after the wound has puffed and the skin has laced itself back together. And the burning emptiness that accompanies the silence Throbs heavily in your chest long after the silence has been filled. Nobody wants to gaze at an unchanging landscape Long enough to notice the life in every swaying tree, every flying insect, every speeding car, every lonely passerby. Or trace the path of light cast by the sun as it slowly moves its shadow over the steady scene. People don’t care to stare into their partner’s eyes Long and hard In those moments of lapsed conversation. Discovering insecurities and fears they had not realized were there. Needs and desires chewed, swallowed, and spit out as yesterday’s Instagram caption.
While we pose and polish and edit and post Our hair grows longer Our ears grow dimmer Our minds grow duller But the screen glows brightly. And the likes accrue And the friends multiply.
Maybe someday our headstones will be inscribed with our number of Followers Friends And Connections - Validating and memorializing our virtual reality. But beneath the earth Our bodies will still be slowly decaying Under the building sediment Churning organisms And passing of real time.