I hate the feelings I get
when I wake up
and have to get ready for school.
I make myself sick
almost everyday
because I'm so scared
to show myself in front
of people I've known for years.
I make my head hurt
almost everyday
because I always overthink
what I'm going to say
to the people I've known for years.
I make my heart hurt
almost everyday
because I keep all
my feelings and thoughts
hidden and tucked away
from the people I've known for years.
I make my soul hurt
almost everyday
because I put myself down constantly
so I won't be shocked
when the people I've known for years
do it behind my back.