the moment i looked up i saw your face a screaming alarm and barely awake, early morning dulled by your illuminated gaze ( dark eyes sparked so bright, the stars complain at night, ironically you’ve been calling me starshine ) it’s supposed to storm today my bones can already feel the rain, every pulse point an ache we will weather the weather anyway sunrise bleeds peach pinks through baby blue i’m taking pictures of you ( without you here ) an everywhere, nowhere both a part of this far apart from this slow it down, closer to me i wake only to talk to a dream my hands offered ( cold ) to a hot chocolate lover and we’re both burning but only inside and we don’t make the obvious promises but one day, some day, on that day honesty, you’ll be right there beside a tipped chair and two tangled sets of five trust in truth debts we never truly need - please believe, i won’t forget how you’re astonishingly real despite combined hestitaion to feel, high pressure pumping blood into ghosts hearts in hands other than their hosts’ our ribs built separate houses for our traded homes you could have anything you wanted from me you don’t ask but i’ll play every simple song i know and when that’s not enough i’ll just hum notes we have time we have time we have time