of the three things i love most;
out of everything else in chaotic existence
that would heartlessly end me;
there is only one in which i would be
happy to die by the hand of.
please don’t let me just freeze,
please don’t let me just crash,
please don’t let me just burn,
please don’t let me just suffocate,
please don’t let me just drown—
but let me fall so hard into your arms and
so gently against your mouth,
that it feels like all these things tortuously at once
and i will blissfully
let my existence
fade out.