the dirt’s turned up, the body’s gone and the makeshift cross is snapped in two maybe you should’ve dug the hole a bit deeper maybe you should’ve made it work
now everything is plastic-wrapped and vacuum-sealed and all you can smell is germ-x and cheap soap but it’s better than her perfume you burned her clothes and lingerie in your backyard along with her favorite books you didn’t read — she never asked for anything to be returned
you forgot about her for a while the words of her eulogy gave you closure “it’s over” entwined with clichés and ******* that fertilized your daffodils — the flowers of new beginnings
but then you saw her corpse reanimated with Another on her arm and the laughter that plays in your head when you can’t sleep at night spilled from her undead lips
her memory flooded your mind and gnawed your brain as you returned to her upturned grave delirious in a sleepwalk daze plucking petals from a daffodil