I'm nineteen years old, forced to act like an adult. Choose your friends or me,he says, but why?Why can't i have both?He gets the best of both worlds,Why not I?I'll move anywhere for you, leave everything i've ever known behind.mine entire security blanket;outside of you. I don't understand him, Am i waiting patiently for a good reason. Or am i wasting my precious time, tomorrow could never come. Should i sit back and chill, or am i missing the thrill?