I once could see a mist. It was like a fog that never left. Just like the empty  void that controlled my heart. Til I met you, then it was lifted.

We talked about things we planned to do in life together. Even the little things, like watching the moon at night. Or making the other laugh when they were sad.

Hearing you say I love you made me smile from ear to ear. Just having you in my life made me feel loved. I couldn't live without you, you were my entire world. And I'd sacrifice everything for you.

"I love you"

Until that day I planned to see you again. Things happened and I had to see you the next day. Knowing it hurt your heart just as much as mine. I tried to make you feel better, I really did. I promise I love you...

You did it, you said that horrific sentence  I never imagined hearing.

"This isn't working, I think we should split up"

Bam! Just like that, you killed me inside. Placing me in tears wondering why? Why me? Why now? What did I do? Nothing you said helped. Ripping out my heart, destroying it to nothingness. I had felt the worse pain ever imagined.

Only then I realized despite all my efforts you never loved me. Telling me sorry for the pain you caused. Realizing you made a mistake. My vision cleared, after all those lies the last thing you said was...

"I'm so sorry, I love you"