His rosary repeats every chance the means collect in pocket of his well-torn jeans held up by a busted leather belt, destroyed by bicep binding and makeshift holes. His meditation is medicated, his god is chemically composed. The stigmatas rise in elbows covered by long sleeves in Julyβs heat. He says he can see heaven, not in glints of white light, but in clandestine calm. In his induced repose he repents to the soft hum of Tuesdayβs sun, and once again, he wakes.