To think i've to live
yet another dreadful day ,
in your absence-
reach out for you,
but not find you near me-
makes my heart groan in pain,
I tear out at all beside me,
All, who try to ease my pain-
But none easing any pain-
Only making it worse,
Only Making your absence more visible,

Honey, where are you?
What did I do wrong-
To deserve this pain.

Am I in a nightmare?
Are you still sleeping beside me,..?

…,Dear?
I hear no answer.
I turn in bed to hug you,
A cold pillow replaces your warmth..
The pain returns ,
My heart is wrung inside out,
I can bear no more.
Your  coffee mug,
Sits empty beside my cold,
Untouched   lifeless coffee.

Honey , don’t you see me?
Struggling without you.
Please ,…
Come ease my pain.