Can't stop this feeling of pain,
It always seems to blow up
In my mind everyday.

Can't stop what's going on
In my brain, whirlwind
Of spinning pain,
Wanting to shut others
Out and just be with
My maker in silent prayer.

Because this pain that I have,
Won't ever go
Can't fully understand
Why others want to haunt
Me down,

Just because I have something
Unique and special, that
Covers my heart and life
With the Holy spirit tonight.

Don't want to feel like this
Ever again, it's almost like
Commenting a terrible sin.

Just want things to get better
And not worse, how is this
Even possible,

When I always seem to burst
Into tears when others can't
Seem to hear what is being
Placed right there in front
Of their confused face.

We just all need to fill our
Life's with the Holy spirit of life
And grace.

Just stop thinking and living
In the past, which we decided
When to keeping it cast,
It away across the seas
Surrender it over to God.

I get down
In a prayer of dreams,
Hoping that others can see
And feel my hurt and pain,
Like I've been doing for them
Every single day.

In this name I'll forever
Pray, amen.
©Cherisse Powers
03\23\16'