Every since the day i heard about you things got worse. I took a reading on you now my wrist hurt. Time kills i had to carve it in my arm. Since splitting lines would of made me more insane to the eye. The people i should say. I feel high when i haven't even smoke the ****. And when i smoke the **** you keep me paranoid to think. I'ma go to jail if the cops catch me smoking on this tree. When the money the same color of the ***** see. This why i can't die because i just want to see. The day it's legalize in the cle. You my old friend will surely subside because one day hopefully soon it'll be legal to decide if i want to be high. Depressed i shall remain. Until i catch a train or fly upon a plane. To my mother land where even there **** is spooky. Feel like anywhere i go it's a chance of a scary movie. But you depression, you everywhere i go. I can't even have a girlfriend because of the thought of turning cold. Giving nothing but my full soul in return for her hand. Then you kick in and tell me she wants another man. **** Depression wish you would leave now my hand bleeds. I carved God on my hand so hopefully if he's real he'll see. That my depression will surely try and really **** me. And anxiety, your something that makes my nose bleed. Im done with this depression waiting patiently for bills to past So i can legally smoke the ***** tree while laying on the grass.