I've tried ******* *** and various forms of *****-
*****, fireball, jack, and Malibu.
****, Xanax, speed and molly too.
But My drug of choice was always you.

You should come with a BOLD bright red warning label:

WARNING MAY CAUSE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS or,
MAY BREAK YOUR HEART.  

No drug ever put me through what you did, locked me inside my own head, made me feel insane...

Your withdrawal symptoms are things I never thought I would have to endure but you come in the night and the dreams you leave keep me up for days in a way that vyvanse never could.  

The photos on my walls, still yet to be removed demolish my very soul every morning that I
Simply open my eyes.

The saddest part is,
If you would just talk to me, once more,
I would  try to find a way to inject your words into me.
Try to find a way to not feel so
numb....or am I trying to feel more numb?

Please make me feel like me again,
My addiction.