My life is a bore as the days pass by. My friends are leaving this world their in slim supply. Four walls that surround me no happy faces to see. Why wont my man just let me be. I promised to be good and tell no more lies. But when i sit at home my eyes start to cry. I want to live life in the way that i should , be free, to dance, to play and be understood. I made bad decisions, they led me astray. I back now forever don't keep me at bey. My visions are clear i'm meant to do good, I wish that i never strayed far from my lively hood. I got a beautiful boy and would not trade him in, he is my next of kin. I am a mom this is true, please do not turn this into family feud. My love is unconditional, its not untraditional. I wish you could see everything inside me. I am a happy free spirit, want to spread my wings and fly a social butterfly that am i. To fly through the air and not even care, to make new friends that i can share. I smile and laugh and people look and stare who is that girl way over there. I am beautiful i'm strong fearless and wise don't try to characterize. I put on a mask so no one will know what my feelings are inside i wont let them show. I joke about everything, and may seem strange but i would not care what you thought because i am changed. Changed for the best i was a mess. On the road to recovery i made a big discovery. To be myself is whats best i am truly blessed to not care what people thing is beyond believe. She is one of a kind this is true just jump in her head and enjoy the view. ~MoonGoddess~