and just like that
you become a weightless thought
yet still a burden to my mind

i'd like to stop
dreaming
about the past
the ghost of you
which haunts me to this day

how can i stop
dreaming
about the pain
i had to endure
when you are no longer around

i'm aware of the truth
that i miss him
that i havent moved on
and

of course i do
and of course i havent
i admit

i say sorry to myself