Kid brother your birthday is in two days. Yesterday was your party you would be 21 if they didn't stop your heart from beating. Life's hard as usual but i maintain the fact of being harder. Demons negative forces continue to play a huge part in my life leaving me with the thought of death and hope for the day.... I finally got a acoustic i learned three chords haven't touched it since. I wrote a song called change but somehow it still leaves me hopeless for positive energy. I know your safe and happy in your heaven of all the things you ever wanted. Your heaven of light and peace. Until i get there, be my angel and guide me to you.