So,

I'm a little embarrassed,
however ashamed I might feel,
here goes.......:

Upon hearing from a text message from my brother that you were engaged,
I burst into tears, texted my best friend, cried a little more. It was strange.
And then got on with my busy day.
I then came to a complete stop only to realize that this news was plaguing my mind,
I had to know the truth.
So I sent you that email, hoping you would reply.
The email was completely genuine.
I then still felt like a crazy person.......
So I called my brothers girlfriend, found out his username and password,
hacked into his account, stalked your fb page and realized it was a hoax,
felt further emotional confusion, idiotic, potentially psychopathic.
Singed out.
Had to tell you.
I'm glad its not true.
However, if it were, I would accept it, not that that even freaking matters.

I have an odd attachment to you that I hope will soon leave me.
It is painful and odd.
I had been crying over you for the last 3 days.
So hearing the news startled me.

I have moved on in reality from you, however, emotionally, I have not.

I am pleased to hear you have a lady.

I'm a **** wit.