Where the ******* been

**** I don't know

Sitting here figuring out should write these notes

Should I trust god maybe not through all the pain, that I fought

I heard you got locked up in jail, because you were so thrilled

I thought I was your son but I guess not

You chose drugs over me that's what I thought

**** I even started smoking ****
to be just like you

That's all I ever ******* needed

You left before I was even born

**** that made me ****** torn

You couldn't even come see me

Because you where addicted to that green

You are a ******* loser

You left my mom

For some thots

Oh my ******* god

This makes me so mad

Because you got up and left

I just want to put a plastic bag And pull a trigger on your ******* head

She was only 14, you got her pregnant when she wasn't really a teen

I don't ever want to meet you now

Your nothing to me now

I bet your lab blew up

But you didn't and that's what *****

You're in jail trying to bust a nut

To all the guys in there

That's trying to ****

You don't know what my momma been through

Taking 7 years to go to school

Waking up every morning to a crying baby

Making me sandwiches, she couldn't be lazy
she was only 15 when he had me

My grandma and grandpa was next to her on the daily

Putting me through school when I was so lazy

And focused on that *****

Now it's time for me to grow up

This song is me trying to be tough

This is me speaking the truth

Because you are so rude

Im over here reminiscing

About what I'm missing

Now its time for me to go home and start the mission.

I was having a baby on my own

and I wasnt going to leave them alone

It was my choice

and ill stick to it

because because we gotta get through it

we gotta fight and we gotta make it

even if its putting all my money on it