It isn't a game. But one can definitely lose. There are no competitors. Yet self comparisons fog hind sight. Leading to more dreary backroads that the world forgot about. It was fun for a little while. Telling yourself that you threw away the world and not vise versa. Was truly the greatest lie. One that grew into actual belief for a time. But found that the greatest hell. Is watching your paradise burn. Bound only by disbelief. Dumbfounded. It's a shame that when you lose everything. Somehow your mind is the only thing that stays intact. As if those aspects were programmed into humans in preparation for it.. And happiness got the short end of the stick. Then to further rub dirt into the wound we create hope. By means of pursuit. Shakespeare knew the questions. And left it up to everyone else to answer. Only as generations pass. We couldnt be further from any resemblance of an answer. Let alone know the question has already been proposed. Writers play with this notion and yield no two pairs alike. Lifes most important knowledge sadly can only come from experiencing it. But with the world in such a desensitized state. The fear of stagnation is becoming the only real possibility. Preposterous? No Predetermined the moment we chose to let others choose for us. There is no freedom. Only sacrifice. Right.
Forgive my semi rant. A lot is going on in and out of my head.