The longing precedes me
with the heaviest of sighs
I am so much heavier than you thought I was
and we are both in the wrong timeline
in this shared life

I adored you, for so long
I had such love
until I was proven wrong

and now, I have this rage
this resentment, burning too bright
my feelings and selfishness
pulling the strings one by one

oh god, I want to go back
I want to go home.