I remember all those times we spent in awkwardness
All those times our hearts became mutual
All those times I snubbed you because I've been effortless
All those times I thought you never cared

It's not easy to be alone in this world if you're not an introvert
My heart had been alone throughout my life
I've been that awkward with girls I never knew
It was all because of you

Now here you are. Spending each day in the darkness
Wearing a fake smile and a fake hapiness
Of all those years you thought I will come someday
And that day you realized I've been gone

My deepest apologies for being irresponsible
These feelings you never share from being in the dark
You've been that scariest kind of girl that I can see
And it's all because of me