8 AM and I'm all in love with you the sun is shining and the flowers seem to bloom the night has left my soul a clean slate the woes of yesterday have become out of date in shower I discover the vastness of my dreams my hopes and wishes prosper as the day begins today is tomorrow — I'm gonna start anew today is the first day which I won't just get through
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but as events unravel, there are no miracles I visit the same places, I'm stuck with the same fools and you would think that by now I should've understood that nothing ever changes, nothing's ever good refused to follow the herd — I'm a straying sheep the heart in my stomach says it is time to sleep but bed is not yet ready, time is not yet up I feel my times with means to cover the big gap
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mind-numbing lasts a while, but as distractions shrink and as I try to fall asleep, my mind is bound to think this should be a water bed from all the tears it binds this should be a deathbed — I've died here so many times I close my eyes at last — oh, what a day I've had with all of these emotions — hopeful, empty, sad it's off to a quiet world with no fears and no pain tomorrow — it will start all over again.