" do we have to go mum"? John looked up and said " no I suppose not" l said After all... now he's dead? The cremations on Thursday... At the end of next week Jess was silent Too upset to speak " he didn't get aids mum"? You both look up and say " no" l replied " he didn't get that Just because he was gay" " he died from a stroke I'm told it was quick" " let's have tea now I feel kinda sick" " I hate him, I hate him"! Jess starts to cry.... " oh why did he have to go and die"!!...