For: michael whithorn LK Lynda Kerby <newgirl676@live.com>
look! im so in debt! i cant get myself to clean my house! im mentally emotionally and physically spent! i havent been a good friend to you but i tried the best i could i know your heart means well i am so ashamed at what ive become i dont have another comeback in me i am going to miss you what we should have had i have lost at this game called life i will always wish you well i wish it could have been me i wish a lot of things i wish there was a heaven for me to be reunited w colton but he is gone ive wasted this one precious life that he never got to enjoy you cant handle me crying i need a shoulder i am not even mad at you hate to see you waste your life w a loser like me i know you hate me i dont blame you sorry the *** was good enough to keep you coming back i set you back from your goals by many months im just tired i dont guess you understand that kind of tired but its real