Saw you on the street tonight,
you were walking my way.
You were with Arnie,
I knelt down to play.
You tried to pull him away from me,
Like I was a stranger passing by.
The excitement in his little body, made me want to cry.
I asked you if you weren't going to stop,
You gave in and paused.
I got dirt all over my face, from his little paws.
Everyone thinks their dog is special,
But Arnie actually is.
He has a lightness about him that makes you forget the world isn't sheer bliss.
You looked at me with such disgust and asked me how I was. Hoping it was bad.
I said I was good and asked you the same.
You said
GREAT!
FANTASTIC!
COULDN'T BE BETTER!
I LOVE MY JOB!
I GOT A RAISE!
I'M SEEING SOMEONE NEW!
I said that's great and i'm happy for you.
You pulled him away from me soon after that.
Our little puppy grown up. He wasn't coming back.
I hope you know i'm actually happy for you,
if any of what you said is true.
I wish no ill intent on you.
My only upset is for the girl who comes next,
and the coldness she will one day receive.
I gave parts of myself to you I have never given to anyone.
We shared a dog, a home, a life, for over a year together.
Yet, you act like i'm a stranger on the street.
I get it. We all get mad and say things we shouldn't in fights.
But it has been a month since you've seen me or talked.
So how can hate be the first reaction in sight?
The lack of kindness in your eyes was inhumane.
You are a soul sucker who has moved onto his next victim.
Tossing losses to the side.
You said I was dead to you.
Guess what fucker.
I'm Not.