A huge deep breath and hold,
behind my eyes I feel pressure,
pulsating, lub dub, lub dub, lub dub,
releasing air and relaxing completely.

Thoughts now cleared,
I decide on my feelings,
choose the person I want to be today,
after all these are my decisions.

Undecided at this moment,
another inhale and hold,
released explosively,
through flapping lips, resigned.

Today, I will simply be me,
no decisions, no choice,
the real and only me,
with no filter and no apologies.