Waiting for you was like waiting for my heart to start loving someone else for I knew that would never happen so I pretended to love when all I could really do was feel the envy of happiness grow inside me. With nothing else left for me I instinctively walked away from someone I hoped would stop me to tell me to stay but pleasure was all she wanted but I didn't want to be the game she played when she was bored. Pretending to love wasn't hard but seeing her walk away hurt more than I had imagined. So I wrote down a few words for her to remember me by then disappeared.