On fairy wings of effervescent gold,
she flew away from love untold,
though I loved her with my hearts flow,
she would never stay so I let her go.

I miss her now like summer's heat,
in winter's cold her memories beat,
I miss her when I'm far from home,
forever I will, when I may roam.

I drown my pain in drinks and smoke,
the glowing cherry of every ****,
reminds me of her smile so bright,
I barely make it through most nights.

Perhaps one day this pain will heal,
or someone will change how I feel,
just maybe my door will one day knock,
her key will turn, never changed the locks.

They say you simply never know,
about love till you let it go,
they never mention all the tears like rain,
or you may not recover from the pain.