you loosen the binding straps and lay out your heart, exposed to bleed in the bedtime air. let each scar be a syllable. let each wound be a word in exchange for a hurt, a victorious phrase swaddled by the page while the pain becomes ink dry, and a bit farther away until sob becomes sigh, and then sleep.
This was written so long ago that I forgot why I wrote it and the specific moment when it was written.