There will never be a ******* the beach For a guy like me, to absorbed in self doubt To truly live a life filled with adventure Yet I sit here and smoke another cigarette In the hopes that it will somehow change my future Yet the spirals of smoke mean nothing to eyes That cannot decipher the future in tea leaves I am powerless to change this slump that I reside in A king of a decaying kingdom A knight with no armor Pierce my lungs my heart my eyes my soul And let me bleed to peace in death I eat unicorns