I need help finding a way to show and not say.
To give and not take.  
To enjoy without insecurity leading to overbearing.
To act on instinct rather than lay dormant for lack of difinitive direction.
Help with these words and never the right thing to say.  
Help with letting her know that time for me starts and stops based on my ability to let her know how important and special she is everyday.  
Help me stop ruining the greatest love to ever waste its gracious essence crossing my path.  
Im eternally sorry.  
And undeniably not worthy.
Forgive me