In a snap, Cast to the skies A quarter in revelations
It hangs for a moment, To ascend And succumb to the odds
The time I cried And thew my cards Across the floor
The time I smiled And thanked you For the patients it takes
Naked frustration is A landscape of voices, Begging you to be what you are
But all that reflects Is tethered to uncertainty Potential is awash
In the twinkling moments Of genius perceived, but wasted As the nights that begot them
The celebratory hours Seemed to forecast Less ordinary futures
But the paper thin, Angry kid Always clawing for scraps
He couldn’t have enough Curious and cautious A gapeseed for the impractical
If I could latch to one thing To make that my master If I could commit
If I could break the paralysis That hinders even my words If I could give a ****
Then it wouldn’t be so unsettling To watch the quarter drop And not contend with the difference
In a quarter of life, you will second guess, lament, settle, adapt, regret, grow, regress, and likely be unsettled with your place in life. But all of those emotions and trials have landed you where you are. And really, you couldn't be happier for it.