When I see you I smile,
I kiss you, and am embraced by you.
It used to all see from the heart, now it's just an act.
I wish it to be like before, only for it to worsen.
I keep control of myself in the presence of you and other.
When inside I am broken, shattered.
You told me you loved me,
That you would always be faithful to me.
Lie after lie, I believed it to be true.
Suspicions of deceit, I ignored.
For I trusted you, and that trust you abused.
For so long you let me live in a blinded truth.
When truth came to show,
My suspicions were right all along.
My foolish love clouded my judgment, and the real you I never knew.
You cheated on all the others,
Why did I believe that I would be different.
We planned out our futures, a child on the way.
Even a wedding someday.
No longer am I blind. I now see everything.
My trust, my love, my desire for you will never be that same.
In my blindness you embraced me, said you loved me, forever faithful to me.
It angers me to know that I had once loved a cheaters embrace.
Engulfed my self in a cheaters kiss.
All untrue, now to me and you.
For you cheating was left our love lost in an unseen mist.
My trust in you, forever gone.
My love to you, forever hesitant.