I said yes to you.

For of all the desires
                                      and all the sins
I beg for nightly,

You remain above them all.

I want to taste your blood,
             to rip the skin from your back,
              to lose all control to you.
I want to ******* sins.

However, despite my pleading,
                                              I don't want you.  
Not now. And not like this.

I want it to be perfect.