Momma said to never cry over spilt milk and broken cookies but, she never said anything about a broken heart. Its just as hard to pick up the tiny shatters and unlike crumbs they are not carpet cleanable, they stay, stain, and burn a hole through the very floor of your soul. I was told when I was young that nobody can hear the pop of a breaking heart-string so you have to make sure it is never hurt; But I'm sorry mommy its all my fault! I left it out and exposed and just when I thought it was safe it wasn't! Not just one string it was all, I broke my love instrument and now I don't think I can love only fall. At least not without a new heart for mine is not repairable, no longer even a damaged good but more like a scenario, of what could have been before everything that was solid ground started quaking, and rearranging itself to fit the profile of that of a being with no other outcome except lonely defeat, and even though we've been running the long mile, hope just seems to be the horizon beyond our reach.