I died, I am dead
There, I lay staring
At faces as blank as mine
And we start to watch
The blood gushing, flowing
Out of the bullet hole in my head
I calmly waited
For heaven or for hell
But all I had was
A few minutes
Of deafening silence
Like songs fading out
No flashbacks
No reminiscences of the past
Not even the faces of those I love
So the light faded
And everything was darkness
A blank mess that is
Eternal and unceasing


I woke up and realized it was a dream.