Pushed quietly along
Towards the end of the hall
That which awaits I no longer know
I thought to find a quick and keen end
Yet know the path twists again
Seems I am here now
No longer ridiculous
At least in most senses
Yet young none the less
Please hold back and wait
Realize there is always some odd
It cant be helped
Seems to seep in and take control
Giggling the whole while
The wild comes to grab my heart
Swallowed by the flames
Though there is no understanding
No known reason this happens
Just a sudden time a quick glance
Then the hallway it ends
All that is there is another turn
Another path to choose from
Never to find the end of the search
Fighting against all the push and pull
So many different ways
What about the direction i wish to go
Is it so hard to understand
All this noise clouds the truth
No longer am  I able to see right
I cannot find the way i wanted to go
Though everyone's voices rattle in my brain
All the possible directions to choose from
Which one is it that I wanted
What card is it that i wished to pull for myself
Disregarding my ideals I rashly turn down the next path
Unsure of what I've done
Or the path I've decided upon
If only there was a sign to light my way
Something that i wanted to end with
A common goal perhaps
Though now like the youth my age
I wander
Aimless
In a world I couldve had on a spoon