So tired of the phrase...if I have to explain you would'nt understand.... I want to explain so you will understand, what makes me this way, who I am. Explain the hurt, the misery... the demons I deal with...the me you don't see. I want you to understand so you don't cross that invisible line... the line you stomp on unknowingly, oh so many times. I want to explain, damit, just for mankind sake... when you come back from hell, don't think nothing changed!