If you have never done something, do it. Who's holding you back from the way you act? Your Dad, Girlfriend, Boyfriend or Mother? Uncle, Aunt, Sister or Brother? Friends?
No, you are holing back. All you do is talk about skills you lack. If you took all your skills and put them in a stack, It could get you to the moon, then back. Stop bein so whack
Because you are human. All you mean to do is learn and adapt. So go back to your roots. There's nothing wrong with that.
You'll realize your physical body is the trick in fact. And that's scary at first, but for better or for worse You shed the veil, the forgotten curse. This is an event one cannot rehearse.