The beer isn't working Those thoughts lurking I'm so depressed it's true But what can I do If I don't know the problem How will I be able to solve them It's like this every now and then Never knowing how it will begin What causes my depression How it leaves such an impression Should I be concerned What haven't I learned Throughout my troubled past Being told I would never last Here I am asking what to do Head down heart torn no clue As intelligent as I can be The answers still elude me I can't fight what I can't see Still it's prisoner thought I was free I struggle to maintain composure How can I gain closure If I'm still wandering around blind Will there ever be answers to find