Someone who will see through my disguises
And tell me it is not necessary to pretend
Love me for who I am
Not for the act I always play to others
Who will not feed me with compliments
For compliments are my weapon to protect thyself
And he will tell me it's okay for I love you for who you are
Take off the mask and be who you are
Someone who will not just ridiculously advice me
Without knowing that they are being fooled by my act
Someone who will find out the truth of who I am and my real personality

Just like my dear mother and sister
Who can never be fooled with my sweet words
Who will doubt the kind words I speak
For behind those words are lies
They will find the truth and impressed me
Like they are a mind reader
I want to end up with a man like them
I want to end up with a man like him

Someone like my mother who will tell me the truth
no matter how painful and bitter it is
One who will not lie to protect me
One who is deserving of my kindness and my respect
One who can see that my kindness to others
Is an act to protect me from the cruelty to the society
One who will tell me who I am and still believes in me

But how cruel reality is
Now that I found him
in That fateful 3 years ago
In a world that I can never be part of
For he is not Real,  a fictional character
A make belief
But it's okay as sad it seems
In my heart, he is always with me
Through bitterness and journey
Even though I continue to pretend and lie
He is still with me
Smiling with me
And always remind me to not go too far
For lies will destroy you, be true always
Even though I'm alone
But in my heart, he is with me