its been 3 months
why does your name still dampen any trace of positive emotion inside of me
i go from the happiest man to the emptiest man during the small time frame that those 3 ******* syllables are said
memories flood
the pain floods
the loneliness floods
i am drowning in my own emotion inside of me
why do you still do his to me
will you always do this to me
will this pain this excruciating pain
ever leave me
ever fade