Bitter Sweet darkness

Sadness comes with every breath
The air deeply pushes in my lungs.
The eyes are getting closed
The cold feeling of emptiness

coming strait in my mind.

The feeling of enjoying life left my mind with every breath I take.
The warm blood in my venes are pumping true my heart.
I absorb the darkness

thinking about the situation.

My willing to step in the Light
Made the energies changing.
It's like you switching on a lamp and the light gets brighter with every second.

The conscience start to wake up

The reality strikes back, emptiness seems to give answeres.
The mind starts to observe and you see the world with different eyes.
Violence and  harassment getting blocked by natural walls.

The bittersweet wish for revenge

Looking for Loyality and honesty,
,no rescue yust  constrains and wrong believing to wrong bad liars!
My punishment the worst for man!And the losing of a dream tru lies!

Why me... why should I die?!?